Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I GOT BACK MY GEOG today. & im damn upset about it. boooooo :'(
i dnt wanna talk abt it.
oh guess what, there's PE tmr. HA HA HA.


ney bel bee neh kay :D


hello joyce :D


HAHAHA :D




chinese intensive today was oooooh la la. talked abt lifeeee with Phyllis & Jean. meaningfulllll but sighhhh :( sad sad sad lifee we all haveee. there are many things in life that play a part in what we are now, mainly our family & friends. sometimes the things that we do, the people that we mix with, we get tooooo attached that trouble always seem to be knocking on our dooor. sighhhhh :( are we just tooo "nice" as a person? Pastor preached last Sunday saying that we shouldn't just be niceee but we should also knw what is right & wrong. & we must also learn to make the right decisions in life. but i feeel that we need the courage, or maybe I, I need the courage to make the right decisions in life. im always so easily distracted and i'm afraid i will hurt somebody else. maybe that is why somethings in my life doesnt go so smoothly and perfectly, just the way i want it. it's so difficult :'( & i dnt like it. i dnt like getting sanwiched between two parties. i dnt like worrying abt somethings. i dnt like pleasing everybody. i dnt like, i dnt likeeeeee :(



i just wish that everything disappears and all that's left in my world are my family and some of my close friendsss. i just want to be carefreeee and really really happy. enjoying the company and just leading a simple, free from troubles, worry & stressed up life. but i knw all these wont happen and it is all because of SA Tan. that fucking person/thing/creature. I HATE YOU. you're making life so difficultttttttt.



during lunch today, Neh wanted to just screammmmmm out loud. i always had that urge to just let everything out. but an appropriate place is needed, not at the school canteeen. hahaha. nehzy, remember that time we stoood right in the middle of the overhead bridge at night? (relax, we weren't attempting suicide) we just screammmmed and shouted. haha, it wasn't really loud cos we were in our shcool uniform & we ran as fast as we could after that. haha but it was fun :D




getting back to friends again, i really really agree that there's a limit to how close we can get with our friends. you really never know when they will suddenly change and maybe betray you. you never know when they might just disappear from our lifes and never seem to reappear. i feel that there is a disadvantage when you get close to friends or when you just knw them too well. you will feel bad if you reject them for something or disagree with them. you may feel that you are supposed to do what they do, feel what they feeel, think what they think. it's difficult. & when you see someone who was like close to you, do something which you really dnt like is seriously .... i just dnt knw how to describe that feeling. cos it didnt only happen once. sigh sigh sighhhhh :(



ok alrighttt, enough of being an emokiddddooo.






HAHAHAHA this is why i love her sooooo much <3 damn cute laaa.

& it's7:11 PM
Debbie just kissed her ass! :)

8 JULY