you knw what? it's like everybody's changing, lying because of some reason and it gets found out. it's stupid to me, and i see no reason in doing that. knowing new friends, maybe of different sex is something intriguing to some but seeming like a totally different person & losing your friends? totally not worth it. i was upset when i heard something, but i already knew.. i dnt knw why i always go all out to help a friend, but i'm not appreciated in the end. it makes me wonder if really being so nice to people is a good thing. welll i'm telling you, it's not. ok, it's more of me. i feel so much better when i agree to help when im asked to, rather than rejecting. but fuck ok, i feel made used of now. i knw i may be stupid and seem to let things go quick. but idnt knw why, i'm just upset, maybe more of disappointed. especially when i hear more things and realise that hey, it's really true. all i can say now is that the word really starts with the letter D.

i dnt want to link! :D




got stung by bees!(1 april)