wake up debbie, the world's harsh.

Friday, January 25, 2008

results today. sigh, i'm quite disappointed with myself. but stilll, i made a hugeee improvement!! hahaha but i still feeel i can do better, really. but a 3 for Amaths&Chem and 2 for English is like O..O la. i mean i usually fail these subjects quite terribly. so i shld really thank the Lord for bringing me through O's and those grades that i got. i think i wouldn't have gotten it without Him. Jesmine was right, it's the process of studying that matters, after going through it, there's no point turning back. well at least i bonded with a few friends even more & that's all that matters right? i really wanna thanks Sweeney & Faynat for helping me so much, clearing my doubts and answering my stupid questions. really appreciate it k :D

Naomi, Sweeney & Louisa, im really proud for the three of you. Especially you Niao!! though it's kinda expected :D but yeahh, you all deserved it! oh oh Phyllllllllllllllllis you cheechee! TOP 100!!! i'm damn happy for all of you la! :)

actually i'm ok already. i just wanna thank my Mumzy & Daddyoz for supporting me all these while, encouraging me when i do badly. they dnt even scold me when i flunk my tests or whatever shit the school gives us. (mummy only nags abt my room haha) so yeah, they were happy for me la but i still felt like i disappointed them :'(
& i really dnt deserve my reward from Daddy even though he keeps insisting that i have it. I'M NOT GONNA TAKE IT RIGHT! (even though i want it sniff sniff) hahaha but aiya, i cannot. i didnt get what i'm supposed to get. so..........

HAHA i'm like debating with my inner self here. so dizgusting.

but i'm damn confused now. i dnt knw where i shld go.
poly? jc? :S